How long since the last time I have posted a journal entry? Ah, who knows....
A few days ago I had my Birthday... Turned fifteen! "Yay," she said sarcastically.... Are you suppose to feel different when you become only one year older? I sure don't... Hell, I still feel the same way I did when I was ten... Nothing really chanced about me... I am still the hyper fan-girl, with a grumpy attitude, who is a little too honest with everyone... And like always I don't know... I know million different random facts about odd subjects, but I don't have a clue when it comes to myself... When I try to think of who I am I can't really think of much... I have kept things bottled up and hidden for so long I guess I lost touch with all of it and by doing that I lost myself. What is really weird is I made so many alter-egos of myself and a rare have at most a few traits of me in them... I don't know... God, I say that a lot. I swear that is the phrase I say more than anything else, "I don't know". I never know... Those three annoying words are my freaking catch-phrase and it is the lamest one anyone could have too.. I know I have said this already three times but... *sigh* I don't know... I don't know what to think about myself... To be honest I don't really know what to think of anything... It is all so strange, engrossing, hateful, caring, and in some ways cruel...
Okay, I am moving on I am making myself sad with this crap...
Let us talk about the one thing I always talk about... Transformers... I swear there are times when I love it so much and I can't get enough and I will have the rare moment when I do get enough... More than enough... I love Transformers, it is my fandom for life but... I feel like it has completely taken over my life... Then again it is the only thing I know... Now, I do have other stuff I am into but, not like TF. Holy crap, I don't even bother learning names if it's not TF. I want to find another fandom to get into but, it is so hard for me... Which doesn't make a lot of freaking since... Now, I have been watching Attack on Titan thanks to a friend of mine. So far each episode just sucks me in. I cannot get over the fact how mind exploding good it is. I love every second of the show. I even got my second to youngest sister to watch with me. *Laughing*I can't tell you how many times she has gotten mad at me because I watched an episode without her. I am also going to try and get back into watching an anime I started watching but, never finished... it is called Shiki. It is about this little town that is in the middle of nowhere and its attacked by vampires... I am talking about the scary kind, not the freaking Twilight vampires... What I have seen so far of the series is really good... Which makes me wonder why I never finished it... (I think I just really busy with school and that crap.) I am also watching the Mirai Nikki, I love the whole psycho girlfriend thing... I will try to watch some new and different anime and shows... So I can have something else besides Transformers to watch... While we are one the subject of TF.... Beast Wars! I have been on a very large kick of it. Slag, I even got a custom made iPhone case made with the Beast Wars' characters on it... My lock screen is a picture of Dinobot holding Rattrap.... Beast Wars is my favorite thing about Transformers, besides Starscream of course... Though, there are so many moments I hated... But none the less I can't get over that series.... Screw you, trukk not munky fans!
Do I have any other things I want to talk about or any type of news? ... Ah, yes! I do actually. My sister who is the closest to my age and I are buying several different horror games, which one will be Slender: The Arrival. I love Slenderman so much! I actually was going to buy the game when it first came out but, some how the exact same sister talked me out of it... But now that it is on sale for a wonderful prize of $4.99, I am going to buy that creepy-ass game. I am actually really glad I did not buy it when it first came out because it was like $20.00, or so and it is only a five buck bill. So that makes me really happy. I am also buying Outlast. It is also on sale, a $20.00 game, now $10.00. We are also getting (my sister's choices) a game called Anna and two Amnesia games that are in a pack together. Those games are also on sale, but I cannot remember for how much, but I do remember it is a freaking steal. All this on a website (I think it is) called Steam Power or something like that, I don't know.
...Do I have anything else to say before I end this?...
Oh, I will try to make more of those stupid KEEP CALM posters with shippings. I really like how my Dinotrap one came out, so I want to make more... I am willing to do it for any ship... It doesn't even have to be in my fandom. Though, that would make it a lot easier on me.... Actually I will make the KEEP CALM posters for about anything....
Well, that is all I have say... This has been so random, oh freaking well....